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A New House, The Same Home STW71: September 2015

A week before Stage Time & Wine, the room at the TAF sat open, a yawning white space. It felt impersonal and held the aged emptiness only abandoned buildings can carry. At the front of the room stood a woman; she held a microphone and bore an expression of deep solemnity.
stw 71-1 “This space is asleep” she informed us matter-of-factly. “We need to wake it up.”

She opened her mouth and suddenly the entire room seemed to vibrate. For ten minutes everything and everyone was arrested in the sound. A week later I re-entered the space and found it completely transformed. After decades of slumber, the room had sprung back to life, vibrant and energized. Inside, people mingled together under a warm glow. Though they stood next to unfamiliar art pieces, under unfamiliar lights, nothing felt uneasy. The room felt incredibly familiar, like a home full of family members exchanging stories, advice and love. chad andy stw 71 In one corner a group laughed over paper napkins filled with delectable snacks, in another two friends sipped brew from a Ragal, a traditional linked drinking cup, unique to the Paiwan tribe.

At the far back the red rug present at all Red Rooms spread itself across the worn floor, welcoming listeners to sit. Soon, listeners filled the space and their soft chatter fell into a hushed silence. Beneath two orbs stood 巴奈拿 (Ba Nai Na), the same woman from a week earlier, dressed in loose clothes and wearing a gentle manner. Next to her a man with a guitar and colorful garb leaned into the microphone. She and her brother had travelled from Hualien where they lived and created music inspired by their Ami tribe heritage. They had graciously offered to activate the space with this music, to ensure the Red Room’s new home would be just as alive as it’s last one. Adjusting their instruments and picking up a microphone, the two said only this:

“We all want to believe. We all want to be loved. We are sharing our hearts, please be ready to receive it.”

IMG_1297We received many recognizable, friendly voices: Max Power shared his story, Daniel Black his poetry, Lizzy Mew her openness and Daniel O’Shea and Victoria their music. Added to them were new voices, with new stories, music and poetry to be welcomed. Before our very eyes, a new home was created for old and new members alike. One new Red Roomer shared his voice, another his instrument. A third told an encouraging story of acceptance, and inspired us to move forward.

One long time listener, Johnson, stepped forward to tell his story for the first time. He spoke of how Red Room changed his own outlook. Wayguoren, he told us, is the word for foreigner in Chinese. For years he used this apparently innocuous word to refer to his friends from other countries. It wasn’t until he tried to organize his own gathering, inspired by the Red Room, that he came to realize how that wayguoren acted to separate people. “I don’t want to be your Taiwanese friend, or your Asian friend.” He told the audience, “I just want to be your friend”.

So great was our enthusiasm that Jimbo, the MC of the night, requested we show our appreciation in alternative ways. We raised our hands, wiggled our fingers and snapped, showering our performers with quieter appreciation. Our quiet could not be sustained though. Each performance offered a unique experience to the lively room. “That one deserved applause. How can I not clap for that?” a listener commented over animated applause while the MC attempted to quiet the effervescent crowd.

All qualities displayed that night: acceptance, openness, enthusiasm and inspiration are needed for our healthy, thriving community. They are what make a home, not four walls and some concrete.The Red Room was never fixed, was never a room. What makes the Red Room, what it is are the pieces of love, passion and support each member adds. This is how any room can be painted Red.

by Leah List
Editor for the Red Room

Review: Stage Time and Wine 70

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Confidence is Shared

20712196915_7bf352601a_zWe are taught that confidence is an innate characteristic. It is something you must achieve on your own, without the help of others.  During the 70th Red Room Stage Time & Wine the Red Roomers proved this oft taught lesson false. On the contrary, confidence is shared and built through community.

Daniel Black approached the stage with a grin and a flimsy dinner menu in hand. “Hopefully you like it,” he said, grin firmly in place. “If not, that’s ok. I like it anyway”. His confidence in his work and performance brought the audience to admiration and awe. Daniel taught us his confidence from a menu with his words all over it. He showed us how you can take an everyday object and make it your own.

20091236553_5c7df7fb05_zNot every performer had the same panache, or  hid their stage fright. Anya Chau, wh oheld her guitar close as she approached the stage, admitted she was “worried about messing up”. Confidence is not the absence of nerves, it is not a constant grin or swagger. Confidence can come from a friend reaching out and reminding you that nervousness is allowed; that, even if you miss every note, at least you kept the beat. At the end of the song, Manav approached the microphone with a suggestion for the audience: “Can we please have [her] sing one more song?” The resounding answer came through a rumble of claps and a chorus of whooping: Yes. Of course. How could we not? She is amazing.

Red Room is a place to try new things, to present that which you’re not quite yet confident enough to share everywhere and to know that we’re happy to help you experiment. Even if you’ve never played the song before or it’s the first draft of your novel or if your performance is nothing like what you practiced or you simply decide to improvise, we’ll embrace it, applaud it and dream with it when the night ends.

20091208483_60f771d8d5_kWe’ll do all these things because we know that confidence is gained through communities, and through the kinship developed within them. Tina Ma introduced a group of performers from different aboriginal tribes in Taiwan. She called upon us to listen closely to their performance and consider the importance of tradition and kinship. Mulinung, Kui, Huage (Paiwan tribe), Saidu (Bunan tribe) and Ician (Pangcah tribe)  all held hands at the front, introduced themselves and shared a joyful song and a story of traveling to the Philippines for a culture exchange with indigenous tribes there. It was evident throughout their performance that their confidence and pride came from sharing stories from their culture and their lives. They have found kinship in the Taiwanese community and in the new connections they made in the Philippines.

Most of all, communities offer what anyone hoping to grow more confident seeks: safety. Lizzie took to the stage and encouraged audience members to share their positivity. “I feel we are this room to be connected to each other.” So, under Lizzie’s guidance, we “shared [our] positive energy” with the people next to us. We shook hands, hugged, and introduced ourselves. Then we all sat down, feeling a little more at home.

At the Red Room, we are always happy to share. Everyone gives a little; no one is alone. So if you ever need a little confidence, feel free to come to the Red Room’s new location at the Taipei Airbase, share your creativity and know the Red Room will always support you.

by Leah List


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